One day I am
going to stand before God, and He is going to ask me what I did with the
talents He gave me.
I will respond, “well,
I wasn’t sure if the inspiration I had was really from you. So I started
talking to a lot of different people. I got their opinions and followed their
advice to reformulate my work. Then I started trying to guess what other people
would think, by attempting to place myself into the minds of people I never
speak to, and know nothing about. Then I tried re-doing things according to my
own understanding because I wasn’t happy with what I originally had.”
Then God will
say, why didn’t you trust me?
I will respond,
“because I was afraid.”
Then, I will look
up. I will see the God whose voice caused the universe to burst forth and the
earth to be born. The God whose creative power designed every single kind of
animal, every living plant, every towering mountain and roaring ocean. The
creative power that designed the human mind and intellect and named each one of
man’s days before they came to be. I will see the God who holds eternity in his
hands. I will see the God who holds the keys to life and death. And at that
moment, my words will fall to the ground.
At that moment, I will wish I had done everything in my power to publicise him on the earth, to make his name famous. At that moment, I will mourn for the loss of every minute I spent outside of his presence. At that moment, I will wish I had used every second of my life to serve him. I will regret every moment of hesitation, every failure to obey. I will finally understand the futility of my fear of man. And I’ll realise beyond anything I’ve known before, that the only one I should fear… is Him.
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